Gentle Breeze Tonight

今晚的風讓我湧起一陣懷念的感覺，一種似曾相識的感受，卻想不起來在哪兒、在何時有這種經驗。或許是金馬到了才讓我有這種感受。

The Fear of Thinking about the Future

I've been working in this new company for a few monthes now. Yet still can't figure out the target reader of the magazine, which gave me a lot of stress. I have never faced this kind of stress before. For a long time, I can always do my job with confidence, but not this one. This job is in the field that I've never done before. I feel anxious with every word I write, every topic I choose. This feeling is new to me and I don't like it. Damn, how I wish this feeling can be gone sooner.

I work as a technical writer in a computer magazine right now. And I used to work as a bilingual editor for an English learning magazine. There are so much difference between this two jobs. The only thing in common is that I like them equally. As a teechnical writer, I have to read and write about a lot of technology news and skills, which I haven't leant before. I've always wondering that if what I wrote is correct and if the things I wrote can match the taste of the target reader.

This is not a easy job, and this feeling may never be gone after all. All I can do is keep working hard and try to forget this feeling.

最近的我

剛從 Oleg 那裡拿到出遊的照片，最近的我看起來還真是胖到靠杯呀，該減肥了。

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算算你的日文名字

今天看到一個算日文名字的網站，就去算了一下：

My japanese name is 黒田 Kuroda (black field) 明 Akira (bright).
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大致上還算滿意，不過幹嘛要有個「黑」字呢，諷刺我嗎？

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又要上班了

中國新年終於過了，可是我還沒有休夠啊！今天又要開始上班，真讓人不爽，只能期待月底的旅遊了。

冷~~

這兩天冷到爆，害我一直打噴嚏，結果就在打噴嚏時閃到腰了，有夠痛。晚上太冷又想拿打火機來取暖，稍微靠得近了點就燙到了，有沒有這麼衰的啊！賴桑的工作又都還沒做，多到爆，看了就不想動，可惡！反正這一篇就是要抱怨就對了！

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半緣修道半緣君

今天 Olek 說我就是太常往某人那邊跑，才會到現在都找不著情人。我能說啥呢？這時就只能吟一首元稹的「離思」了：

曾經滄海難為水，除卻巫山不是雲，
取次花叢懶回顧，半緣修道半緣君。

不過我得說，這幾年來我可沒看過什麼花叢，觸目所及遍是雜草，這不能怪我吧。我也希望夠再度擁有如漢樂府「上邪」的感受啊：

上邪，我欲與君相知，長命無絕衰。
山無陵，江水為竭，
冬雷震震夏雨雪，天地合，
乃敢與君絕。

不過這首樂府是描寫女性對男性的感情堅貞，好像娘了點是吧？

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Po

今天賴桑工作做到一半，偷懶去睡午覺，突然聽到外面有吵雜的聲音；原來是卜學亮到我家對面的小學錄「我的這一班」節目（為什麼我知道節目名稱？因為我就是被他們大叫節目名稱吵到不能睡的。）真難得看到一個我並不討厭的藝人在我家附近錄影，有趣。雖然我很久沒看電視節目了，還是希望他的節目有好的收視率。不過我不知道他旁邊的女生是誰就是了。

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Cigarette

這幾天沒錢所以沒菸抽，讓我體認到以下幾件事：

1. 煙屁股的味道不好。
2. 沒尼古丁會讓人心情不好。
3. 記得月初要把菸一次買足。
4. 切記要買捲菸當戰備存糧。
5. 沒菸的生活是黑白的。
6. 向人家要菸抽其實沒這麼難。
7. 菸是精神食糧，食物是肉體食糧，缺一不可。
8. 我很幸運有抽菸的同事。
9. 我抽 Marlboro Light 果然會頭昏。
10. 我愛菸。

切記，切記！

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Shin Kong Mitsukoshi

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真想出去走走，可是沒錢啦。

Highway

Highway
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This is the highway that I drive on everyday to work. Hope one day it can take me to some where else.

Up? Or Down?

Up? Or Down?
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I wonder if this is the time I should move up or stay. I don't want to stay at where I am right now forever. But still terrified to move up.

Tired of Working Overtime

10:30 p.m. This is the time when I got home today. Worked overtime again. I've never thought that I would try that hard doing my work. I thought that I was the one who would leave work on time everyday. I am so tired of work late, but strangely, I don't hate my job. And that's new to me. Thankfully, this project will end in a week. Can't wait to take a rest. On my way home, I almost ran over a dog on the highway. I hope I didn't scare him, though he really pissed me off. WHAT KIND OF DOG WILL WALK ON THE HIGHWAY AT THAT LATE AT NIGHT!!! YOU STUPID DOG!!!

My place

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It's a photo of my place. In a rainy day like today, I would die for some sunlight like this, and vice versa.